Im so sick of wishing you were HERE.
Yeah im sure you want an update
School is gay. I LOVE SAMANTHA. I had a basketball game on wednesday and we killlllled the other school.Thanxgiving was cool.. i ate alot of food.Everyday some rude ass person says something rude or talks some shit and it gives me ONE more reason to move. I hate babysitting. I want money. I want to shop. Im starting this atkins diet this week i hope it works. xmas is comming up i guess u can say im excited.I did a lil xmas shopping on saturday.. getting out the house was much needed. im lonely and i really want a boyfriend. My dad is sooo lame and i wish i didnt live with him. Im still feelin like shit everyday and im FAR from happy.I've been crying alot lately.Why cant anything in my life be good? im fuckin stressed out. My mom is a fuckin looser i called her crying one day and she hung up on me.Life sucks.. what else is new???