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i am in the void and it is terrible. i am terribly alone. we all are, that is the human condition, i really can't avoid it. i like to drive alone because then my physical surroundings [alone] are in keeping with my mental ones [alone]. driving with others upsets me because it is then that i feel the strongest distance between us [humans. our minds.] i am being tempted. there is another person there. but i cant reach out to them. because i am alone.
what is writing anyways? an attempt to share with others the innerworkings of my thoughts and all of their complexities [or rather incomplexities] thus somehow connecting me to the reader? feeble attempts at ridding myself of... unhappiness.
the spider whos web breaks and it falls to water; i rescue it and its delicate legs cling together in beaded orbs
abby is going to read this and post a response because i told her to and she is my friend. hi abby.
what is writing anyways? an attempt to share with others the innerworkings of my thoughts and all of their complexities [or rather incomplexities] thus somehow connecting me to the reader? feeble attempts at ridding myself of... unhappiness.
the spider whos web breaks and it falls to water; i rescue it and its delicate legs cling together in beaded orbs
abby is going to read this and post a response because i told her to and she is my friend. hi abby.