bye.
i'm completely burnt out. i jumped into something headfirst without thinking about the consequences. all i want to go is crawl under my covers and hide from everyone and everything. so, if you don't hear from me for a while, you'll know where to find me.
this is what i've learned about myself from someone i really care about:
1. i'm selfish.
2. i'm attention hungry.
3. i jump to conclusions.
4. i love being single.
5. i'm not there for them when they need me the most.
6. i'm a slut.
7. I will only live a mediocre life.
the list could go on for days, but it's really just a big slap in the face when you realize the person you care most about in this world hits you with all these accusations.
please, forgive me if i'm your friend and i have committed any of the above. i honestly didn't know i was guilty of any of those charges.
Maybe i just need to re-think everything and re-evaluate my whole life. I'm honestly starting to think that with everything aside - looks, personality, etc; i'll never be good enough for anyone.
and this is the last entry i will ever write about this topic.
this is what i've learned about myself from someone i really care about:
1. i'm selfish.
2. i'm attention hungry.
3. i jump to conclusions.
4. i love being single.
5. i'm not there for them when they need me the most.
6. i'm a slut.
7. I will only live a mediocre life.
the list could go on for days, but it's really just a big slap in the face when you realize the person you care most about in this world hits you with all these accusations.
please, forgive me if i'm your friend and i have committed any of the above. i honestly didn't know i was guilty of any of those charges.
Maybe i just need to re-think everything and re-evaluate my whole life. I'm honestly starting to think that with everything aside - looks, personality, etc; i'll never be good enough for anyone.
and this is the last entry i will ever write about this topic.