4701: its my turn.
so here it is guys.
the moment we have all waited for.
getting the hell out of this jail,
this hell hole, this gutter,
this horrid, miserable place
and yet,
this annoying little teeny bopper infested
location, is the place where 1000 memories have
taken place.
laughs at nutrition and lunch
oral fights with girls sippin' on the hatred.
looking back at 9th grade makes me laugh
looking back at 10th grade makes me cry
looking back on 11th grade makes me remember my faith in god
and looking back on my senior year makes me so relieved
to finally be an individual
you know i wouldn't have done anything differently
because it has shaped me into who i am today.
i really don't care what you random ppl say about me
that don't REALLY know me.
all of you that have made fun of me,
doubted me,
betrayed me,
i thank...
thank you for making me so much stronger
than all of you put together.
i know who i am.
i don't have to steal anyone elses identity.
i don't have to empress the guys&girls around me
i don't have to try to empress anyone because
just by being myself i have impressed so many people already.
so many of the negative people have inspired me
they have inspired me to NOT be like them
and not add to the list of robots out there.
if there's one thing i learned about girls in high school
its that the majority of them are desperate
desperate for all the wrong things
not respect,
not loyalty,
but attention from guys.
so many girls have stopped at nothing to bring me down
to make me jelous, or
feel smaller than them.
&&& all have failed.
as much as all the "strong" girls say all they need is their boys
that's false
you do need girls in your life.
but i will say it is very complicated to find lay'd back girls
that will be happy for you & never try to compete or be better.
its not about what you wear or who you date
or how much more you can drink than the other.
it's about how you carry yourself.
how strong are you to say no
and to not be afraid to back down from the negative things
that come forth.
i am happy with the girl that has never been threatend by me
i am happy with the girl that went out of her way to befriend me
just as i did before.
i am happy with the girl that doesnt have too much pride.
if you are not that girl,
i am glad we aren't friends.
guys.
you're funny.
9th grade you were still in your dorky phase.
still completely preverted && desperate to try new things.
immature, geeky, and totally rude
many of you stayed that way till now
however there was that small percent that changed
or just remained a nice guy.
through out all my years in school
i have been in so many fights with guys.
i am that one girl that always seems to attract the wrong kinds
of guys.
i have fallen for you "bad boys"
and although you have all made asses of me
karma had its way with you.
i dont hate any guys at taft.
i feel bad for those that still say things to me everyday.
when are you going to get over it?
i have many guy friends that love me.
just because i refuse to kiss your feet & follow you around
you talk your shxt about me.
good.
keep talkin'
see how far you get with the ladies.
you may have your looks
but if you cant make up for them on the inside
you're pretty much worthless in the relationship world.
no, you didn't break my heart.
you helped me to fill it up
& start over ; without you
the moment we have all waited for.
getting the hell out of this jail,
this hell hole, this gutter,
this horrid, miserable place
and yet,
this annoying little teeny bopper infested
location, is the place where 1000 memories have
taken place.
laughs at nutrition and lunch
oral fights with girls sippin' on the hatred.
looking back at 9th grade makes me laugh
looking back at 10th grade makes me cry
looking back on 11th grade makes me remember my faith in god
and looking back on my senior year makes me so relieved
to finally be an individual
you know i wouldn't have done anything differently
because it has shaped me into who i am today.
i really don't care what you random ppl say about me
that don't REALLY know me.
all of you that have made fun of me,
doubted me,
betrayed me,
i thank...
thank you for making me so much stronger
than all of you put together.
i know who i am.
i don't have to steal anyone elses identity.
i don't have to empress the guys&girls around me
i don't have to try to empress anyone because
just by being myself i have impressed so many people already.
so many of the negative people have inspired me
they have inspired me to NOT be like them
and not add to the list of robots out there.
if there's one thing i learned about girls in high school
its that the majority of them are desperate
desperate for all the wrong things
not respect,
not loyalty,
but attention from guys.
so many girls have stopped at nothing to bring me down
to make me jelous, or
feel smaller than them.
&&& all have failed.
as much as all the "strong" girls say all they need is their boys
that's false
you do need girls in your life.
but i will say it is very complicated to find lay'd back girls
that will be happy for you & never try to compete or be better.
its not about what you wear or who you date
or how much more you can drink than the other.
it's about how you carry yourself.
how strong are you to say no
and to not be afraid to back down from the negative things
that come forth.
i am happy with the girl that has never been threatend by me
i am happy with the girl that went out of her way to befriend me
just as i did before.
i am happy with the girl that doesnt have too much pride.
if you are not that girl,
i am glad we aren't friends.
guys.
you're funny.
9th grade you were still in your dorky phase.
still completely preverted && desperate to try new things.
immature, geeky, and totally rude
many of you stayed that way till now
however there was that small percent that changed
or just remained a nice guy.
through out all my years in school
i have been in so many fights with guys.
i am that one girl that always seems to attract the wrong kinds
of guys.
i have fallen for you "bad boys"
and although you have all made asses of me
karma had its way with you.
i dont hate any guys at taft.
i feel bad for those that still say things to me everyday.
when are you going to get over it?
i have many guy friends that love me.
just because i refuse to kiss your feet & follow you around
you talk your shxt about me.
good.
keep talkin'
see how far you get with the ladies.
you may have your looks
but if you cant make up for them on the inside
you're pretty much worthless in the relationship world.
no, you didn't break my heart.
you helped me to fill it up
& start over ; without you