Jan 02, 2005 14:48
haha oh wow i kinda got a kick outa this...
so yesterday i went to the bangor hockey game, and i saw allie w. who i used to go to school with for those who dont know that. I stopped and said hi to her and asked her how she was and then i said i had to go cause i was with rache and we were going to get her some food. and well today i got an IM from tori (went to school with her too) saying that i ignored allie at the game. she also said that i do that to a lot of people who i see that i used to go to school with (by the way i do the same to everyone i see from VZ... ill say hi ask how they are and then say i have to go im not guna be rude). alright now answer this question for me... would you be ms. or mr. social with someone who made you cry yourself to sleep almost every night? would you stick around and chat it up with someone who you counted every hour, basically, that you had to be with them at school? ya thats what i thought... uh NO! I mean i wasn't rude i said hi, its not like i snubed her or anyone else for that matter... im just not gunna stand there and waste my time talking to someone who didn't exactally make my life very "comfotable". and im not just saying this about allie, im talking about all of them this is just one example. and i already said that im not guna be rude, cause im not like that... im guna say hi, but im not guna go out of my way to have a "grand" ol' reunin with um. ha. i just found it funny that im expected to stand there and talk it up with them... and then i get a IM from one of those people kinda "yellin" at me... i just love how they think they can still control my life. You know what im over it! Ive moved on... ive matured, im not guna let it get it me anymore! no matter how hard you try you cant make me cry one more tear. its over. im a stonger person thanks to you... and thats all i have to thank you for.
xoxo*A_WAD
im praying for you M.S. i miss and love you babe!!