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Wow, it has been forever. I really want to start using this thing again.
So, the year 2011 has been a weird one and good one, and bad one too.
I quit school. Which is something I myself never expected. I might go back, because a lot of it had to do with the antidepressants I was on and how the side effects made me a walking, talking zombie. Also, they made me lose any sort of motivation I had. I didn't want to do anything, even stuff I used to LOVE to do.
Now that I'm off of that shit, I still don't really want to go back. Or at least not until I move to California, because lets face it, Edison can't give me shit towards an acting or theatre degree. Even the pre-requisites were crap. The elective theatre classes sucked too.
Two more months and I'm outta here. I checked out the community colleges in Sacramento, and hell, even their theatre program for an Associates is a million times better than the crap here. Then again, it is California, and acting is pretty big there since that's where you go if you want to make somewhere, which I definitely do.
I may stay in Florida a tad longer than I was thinking though. It depends on the family situation. Sometimes we're faced with unexpected and difficult circumstances that are beyond everyones control. At least the spirits are high.
Leaving my family is going to be sad though. I've never lived on my own, much less 3300 miles away. That's going to be one tough ass last day. Saying bye to my friends and even coworkers is also going to be pretty hard. However, I know I can't let anyone stand in my way of what I really want to do, so the future is what I need to keep in mind.
So, the year 2011 has been a weird one and good one, and bad one too.
I quit school. Which is something I myself never expected. I might go back, because a lot of it had to do with the antidepressants I was on and how the side effects made me a walking, talking zombie. Also, they made me lose any sort of motivation I had. I didn't want to do anything, even stuff I used to LOVE to do.
Now that I'm off of that shit, I still don't really want to go back. Or at least not until I move to California, because lets face it, Edison can't give me shit towards an acting or theatre degree. Even the pre-requisites were crap. The elective theatre classes sucked too.
Two more months and I'm outta here. I checked out the community colleges in Sacramento, and hell, even their theatre program for an Associates is a million times better than the crap here. Then again, it is California, and acting is pretty big there since that's where you go if you want to make somewhere, which I definitely do.
I may stay in Florida a tad longer than I was thinking though. It depends on the family situation. Sometimes we're faced with unexpected and difficult circumstances that are beyond everyones control. At least the spirits are high.
Leaving my family is going to be sad though. I've never lived on my own, much less 3300 miles away. That's going to be one tough ass last day. Saying bye to my friends and even coworkers is also going to be pretty hard. However, I know I can't let anyone stand in my way of what I really want to do, so the future is what I need to keep in mind.