Oct 19, 2006 20:43
i wish i could put into words the way things have been going lately.
what a topic for a lj post, eh? things aren't the norm and i don't know when they'll be all back on track, but lately it's been a lot of being home alone or having spaghetti at home with just my mom at 10pm.
this fall isn't like the rest, it's going by too quickly. it doesn't quite smell the same and i'm not doing any of the usual fall things. it's bitter and rainy and filled with head-aching work or lots of worrying about not spending my time wisely. oh yeah, and i'm 20 now. heh everyone at levi's thought i was 17 :(
just tell me that we'll burn leaves and dress up every night from now till halloween and i'll make it happen. what's everyone going as anyway? i'm a decomposed mummy, how original.