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I'm not thinking very highly of people right now and haven't been lately. I think everyone is self-absorbed and judging. I think I, myself, am too weird. Way too weird. I never know how to openly express myself through words, hence the mumbling and incoherent sounds. I sound like a freak, and that's probably what you're thinking as you're reading this. You're judging me, and by me saying that, I am judging you. I'm sick of people. Period.
School today went by fast. I was happy. It was good, but again, I'm getting tired of you.
I begged and pleaded with Kelsey to get her to go to the show tonight: the Casualties, Lower Class Brats, the Piss Ants, and some other band. We even conned little freshmen for money, so finally, we were on our way.. all dressed in band shirts and scarves. We got Amir to go up there, and we just sort of talked to him for a little while. Kelsey changed her mind and didn't want to go to the show after all, so we went back to the car 223548563875 miles away. AND I SAW KATHRYN AGAIN. I swear that girl is stalking me. So instead we drive around and go to Carytown. We choose the Eatery for our fine dining experience and see Ashley and Jason just walking around. Weird. So we eat, they make fun of me, I do the whole lame silent treatment thing, we go to the Black Heart house and chill there. Meanwhile, people are being douches on the phone. Whatever. I just was not in a good mood, and I fucked everything up. I hate when people feel bad for nothing. People joke around, I understand that. Ugh, anyways.. so we left the Black Heart house and Ashley and Jason departed back to the West End. I think from that point on, Kelsey and I decided to go.. do something? I don't even remember. Wow. We ended up back at Adam's AKA the Black Heart house. haha. We went driving around with him, me remaining in that bad mood. I hate bothering people. So we, better yet, THEY decide they want to embarrass me and we go to the after party for the show. We only stayed there for like, fifteen minutes. Woo. I wish I hadn't ruined everything tonight, and I don't want to hear that I didn't bc I did.
Tomorrow, we have off and I'd like to go hang out with Ely and Delysia. I'll try to find a ride through all the madness. I'd like to hang out with Patrick too. He suggested Barnes and Noble. Then.. whatever. Election Day, oh Election Day.
I'm beat. And I think I'm gonna stay at Franny's tonight. We need to have girl talk.. about tampons, breast cancer.. you know, that whole deal.
♥
School today went by fast. I was happy. It was good, but again, I'm getting tired of you.
I begged and pleaded with Kelsey to get her to go to the show tonight: the Casualties, Lower Class Brats, the Piss Ants, and some other band. We even conned little freshmen for money, so finally, we were on our way.. all dressed in band shirts and scarves. We got Amir to go up there, and we just sort of talked to him for a little while. Kelsey changed her mind and didn't want to go to the show after all, so we went back to the car 223548563875 miles away. AND I SAW KATHRYN AGAIN. I swear that girl is stalking me. So instead we drive around and go to Carytown. We choose the Eatery for our fine dining experience and see Ashley and Jason just walking around. Weird. So we eat, they make fun of me, I do the whole lame silent treatment thing, we go to the Black Heart house and chill there. Meanwhile, people are being douches on the phone. Whatever. I just was not in a good mood, and I fucked everything up. I hate when people feel bad for nothing. People joke around, I understand that. Ugh, anyways.. so we left the Black Heart house and Ashley and Jason departed back to the West End. I think from that point on, Kelsey and I decided to go.. do something? I don't even remember. Wow. We ended up back at Adam's AKA the Black Heart house. haha. We went driving around with him, me remaining in that bad mood. I hate bothering people. So we, better yet, THEY decide they want to embarrass me and we go to the after party for the show. We only stayed there for like, fifteen minutes. Woo. I wish I hadn't ruined everything tonight, and I don't want to hear that I didn't bc I did.
Tomorrow, we have off and I'd like to go hang out with Ely and Delysia. I'll try to find a ride through all the madness. I'd like to hang out with Patrick too. He suggested Barnes and Noble. Then.. whatever. Election Day, oh Election Day.
I'm beat. And I think I'm gonna stay at Franny's tonight. We need to have girl talk.. about tampons, breast cancer.. you know, that whole deal.
♥