Oct 01, 2008 22:27
I realize why I hurt people today. First, I'll say what I don't intend to do, which will highlight what I do intend to do. I don't intend on making them unhappy. I don't intend to hurt them in any way. I don't intend to push them away from me. I don't intend to make decisions for them.
I try to make everyone happy. When I'm asked, 'yes, or no', I say yes, because I want the person to be happy. If they're in pain, I see this, and I try to pull them from those confines as soon as possible. Sometimes I don't remember what I say because I care so much about where the person is. I have felt unhappy; I have been deeper than that...
The only problem is, you can't make everyone happy all the time. Thus, it is best to be honest and understand that sometimes pain is better than elation, and that happiness has its time.
I hurt people because I do not want to hurt them. Ain't that a bitch?