Jun 15, 2004 04:39
-So anyways...lately all I've been doing is going to the mall, hanging out with Krist, and walking to the Waffle House with him. We tend to do that when we chill at his house, lol. We always PLAN on going there to see Tamara but we're lazy fucks and wait too late. So we sit there...talk,think,play annoying jukebox songs, write tamara notes, and talk to whoever we see in there. At the mall nothing really happens, aside from this past visit, anymore. I fucking hate it now, so me and Krist are going to definately hang out somewhere a little less boring, annoying, and more productive. Too much hypocrisy and an abundance of fucktards. Anyways, I plan on getting a TAMA drumset in the near future, as well as a B.C Rich Warlock (Mick Thompson Signature) so I can learn two things instead of one. So far I know the simple shit on guitar, hardly anything, but it's only been one night I've even attempted at playing it. Plus the warlock isn't that expensive at all. The tama on the other hand, is a little more pricey...barely, but enough to make me have to save longer, lol.
-On another subject: FUCK THE CLOWN FROM SLIPKNOT! Jesus, why do they have like a crew of STOMP bastards helping them out? They could rid of like 4 extra dumbfucks...it's like they're going to start a clothing line of jumpsuits and make a sound effects commercial like Nike did out of kegs, bats, and whatever else they can fucking find. Imagine corey taylor and joey jordison dribbling a damn basketball around making beats while like 7 others pick at tennis rackets and smack volleyballs. Yeah...--whiney bitch voice-- All i've got is insane...(insert much needed literate, meaningful lyrics here). lol.
-So krist is kinda sad cus' Gracie is in Florida, and every time he hears a country song it makes him want to ball because it reminds him of his ex girlfriend, Jessica. I try to help him as much as possible, because HE is like my best fucking friend, dude. Without him to come help my ass or calm me down or whatever he needed to do, I'd be dead. No joke. For people who don't know his LJ username it's "darc_poet". You should check it out sometimes, unless you don't like angry rants and spurts of poetry...which you should.
-I need to get a fucking job, man. Argh...Where the fuck is there in Hall County that would hire me??LOL. I don't really need suggestion, all I know is if I don't grab myself a job before my birthday it's gonna be really testicular...fuck. So I'm talking to Angie and sitting here with nothing to do in my entire home. XBOX is fucking boring now...whoo 10 games I've already beaten or gotten tired of trying to beat, ha. TV is just all out lame anymore. This computer drives me fucking insane...and I CAN'T SLEEP. wonderful :)
-Cristina Scabbia is soo fucking hawt. Like whoa, she rocks my face off dude. Her, Juliya, Dita, Rose, Ganeane, Lyn-Z, and Angie could so OWN me. ...Yeah I'm lame.
- Here's my last section of my entry...I am tired of being a nothing, a nice guy, someone who is walked over and lets things go, a passive dickface...my life is like a fucking repetitive piece of shit. I definately need to escape more often. I am tired of being bored, angry, and morbid. It sucks...I'm tired of shit talkers, too. If someone doesn't like me, just tell me. I'll respect you alot more, and don't worry about it hurting my feelings, it only does that if it's made into a lie and exposed later on. I just want a positive, drastic change in my life for once, ya know? Damn, is it that much to ask? Didn't think so. So to all of those who have seen a sudden change inside of me, it's because of all my built up anger over the past few years. I wish I were still a kid, where jokes were fun, I could laugh without being a sarcastic asshole, and I didn't understand that there was a concept to life. I was so innocent, and so was everyone around me. Oh, how nice it was to be jaded. --sigh--
I'm done rambling now, sorry about the length of this pointless, angsty entry. But, obviously you wouldn't care cus I am added to your "friends" list. So, if you DON'T like it- f00k 0ff!
I'm so fucking creatively frustrated. I can draw when I don't want to, some of the oddest thing inspire me. Angie, I'd be glad to help you with those sketches at some point and time in the future...that was random. Later.
-Krieger