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I can't believe how much I missed her. This is so stupid. We hated eachother yesterday. Wtf? Everyone was in shock to see us together today. Only one person was man enough to confront us about it, everyone else made faces and whispers at Billy. You would have thought we were side show freaks. What confuses me the most about all of this is that we act like we always used to act, even after growing apart so much and in such a hateful way. Her mom was all drunk tonight and she gave me a long hug and a kiss on the cheek. She was like so happy to see me, it was weird. So many old memories have been brought up, makes me wish I could live in the past or something.
I found out which one of the two I missed more. Definitly her. I had a lot of fun today just doing jack shit but driving around and smoking a lot with people I haven't been able to hang out with in awhile.
It really doesn't feel like anything has changed. Maybe I'm just too forgiving. I think that's it. But even if I am, I feel really good inside about whatever it is I'm doing.
I wonder what she thinks about all of this, LOL. I kind of feel like an intruder though. Whatever, it's only been one day, I'll see how things go in the next few weeks. Atleast I don't have to fight with Chris anymore about going to Billy's. Which definitly gives me hope for the future of my relationship. I don't even care that he's a bum. =)
Now, Lauren and Liz need to get here with the party supplies. I'm falling a fucking sleep.
I found out which one of the two I missed more. Definitly her. I had a lot of fun today just doing jack shit but driving around and smoking a lot with people I haven't been able to hang out with in awhile.
It really doesn't feel like anything has changed. Maybe I'm just too forgiving. I think that's it. But even if I am, I feel really good inside about whatever it is I'm doing.
I wonder what she thinks about all of this, LOL. I kind of feel like an intruder though. Whatever, it's only been one day, I'll see how things go in the next few weeks. Atleast I don't have to fight with Chris anymore about going to Billy's. Which definitly gives me hope for the future of my relationship. I don't even care that he's a bum. =)
Now, Lauren and Liz need to get here with the party supplies. I'm falling a fucking sleep.