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i had an amazing time at the yellowcard/starting line show the other night.
thanks nick, it meant a lot and i'm glad we had a good time.
missed my train in the AM cause i love couch sleeping ha.

i haven't been the nicest person lately to many people.
and i'm sorry if i've hurt any of you recently.
i don't mean to, but i've just been in a funk.
i can't describe it and i hate that it's affecting other people.

51903 for life baby. this is for you, because i love you.
i'm sorry i haven't been me lately.

i hope this weekend has some ounce of fun in it.
i was gonna have my sister and cousin come visit.
butttt, i have a huge bio test on monday so ixnay on visits.
i'm gonna study my ass off to do good.

i hope i end up doing well this semester, i need it.
if i lose scholarship money then i can't stay here, which sucks.
because i love being away from my house.
it's saved me and i finally feel like i live with people who care about me.
i know there are people that care about me at home.
but i just felt like i was unwanted in my house.
and i know the people on D3 love me for me.
they don't care that i'm not perfect.
in the words of caitlin, "our butt's are all cracked, no one is perfect."

and by the way, i'm getting kickass at crocheting due to my OT prof.
thanks linda, at least youir good for something haha.

well i'm off to shower at 2am and wash away everythin i'm thinking about.
goodnight everyone, leave me some looooove.