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I dunno. She seems mad at me for "lying" but then again, I didn't lie to her..really. I told her that I liked him still, but it was more of a crush. And, it was...for a while. But then I started liking him more and more as we talked and hung out..And like, I dunno...I was going to tell her yesterday that I really like him...but she was at Kelsey's house and I didn't feel comfortable telling her while Kelsey was there because I know I'd be uncomfortable if someone told me that in front of someone else..Maybe I'm weird. But yeah maybe I should have just told her. But like for a couple of days I was seriously thinking this whole thing over. I was thinking about Hannah because like she's one of my good friends and I didn't want to hurt her feelings or make her mad at me..but, I really can't stop thinking about him...seriously, maybe I am obsessed.. I dunno. But like everytime I talk to him I like him more and more...I should have just told her that and then maybe we wouldn't be all ksjfksj or whatever we are. But like, I wasn't mad about the comments, I was more disappointed. And while she says that she was just kidding...I dunno, I'm a little suspicious. If I wanted to say someone was obsessed with someone, I'd put my name...I wouldn't leave an anonymous comment...Because then the person would get all mad...I'd put my name so they'd know I was kidding...And I have a suspicion that she wasn't kidding..She might have been halfway kidding, but I think she was partly serious, if not completely. I think it makes her mad..or something for me to like him..and yeah I could see why she would be..And I really am sorry for not saying anything but I dunno I wanted to think about it first and think about what I was going to say..and I didn't want to say it in front of Kelsey..I dunno why..
So, Hannah, yeah I'm sorry for not telling you. But I think those comments had some truth in them..
We need to talk about this or something..because I hate being mad/disappointed/skfjsklgj
xOx-christina