Jul 24, 2005 18:31
(don't ask about the title. it's something more for me when i don't want to acknowledge things)
i found out one of my friends died a few days ago.
i had no idea but i refused to believe it was true.
i would have sworn to you she was lying.
i still don't want to believe it.
alyssa came over today and took me to a movie to take my mind off things.
it worked while we were hanging.
but now i am back and it is still looming over me.
i don't want to believe it but i know it's the truth.
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it's not true.
you're still there, right?