hope things haven't changed...
Well exams are finally over!!!!!! im so excited!!!! haahah lets hope i didn't do to bad though.....
well last week was kind of stressful lots of studying. thrusday stac, nick, and bryan came over. yea it was lots of fun, we were suppossed to be studying but yea instead we just talked and it was kinda cool. yea then my parents got pissed that i had a party during exams so yea i got my phone taken away and i think im grounded but i bet that will probably be changing.... lets hope. Friday was so stressful and was the last exam and me and kim went out to eat after school then went home the mother started screaming for no reason.... and i just stayed in my room all day because i was afraid to come out, then my dad came home and fixed everything! i love him so much i know he can be a hardass sometimes but he always does the greatest things for me and then yea about an hour later i almost had to go to the hospital because i had like a major asthma attack yea it was kinda scary won't go into detail.... but yea today was boring went shopping then to my sisters game and then went back shopping with my mom...we actually had bonding time and i got a snowcoming dress!!!! hahaha don't know if im going but i got a cheap dress so yea hahahah.
well this is for someone don't even know if you are going to read this but its worth a shot.... i know i hurt you by what i told you but i had to be honest because im no good with lying and keeping stuff from people....but i want you to know that no matter what they think i will not change the way i feel. you serioulsy mean so much to me and have made a huge impact on my life already. no one has ever stuck with me this long and made me feel like i actually mean something and i mean why would i want to give that up? i have never felt so comfortable with someone ever and i trust you with everything and anything. i jsut want you to know that ill do whatever i have to do to make this work. and i really don't want anything to change because i tried to remember the last time i was happy before me and you started talking and i couldn't and i wanna stay happy so i don't wanna give any of this up....