Thinkin' // Life
Michael, Geo and Paxton were guna maybe come over today. HAPPY 8 months you two!! Mom's all omg, school; so there went that idea. I'm stuck at home all damn day. Snow tonight?
Mom and I got in a "talk" about everything around here last night. Jimmy's being a pain in the ass to both of us. Oh, life's just wonderful.
I've been thinking about this way too much; I really don't wanna get old. It's less than two months til' Robert turns 17, weird. I'm getting ready to turn 16. I remember when I was little and I used to watch all the "Junior High" kids go by at Summit and thinking wow, I can't wait to be that big. Now that I'm here it's just weird and it doesn't feel like it's been that long. Just the fact I'm not even at Summit anymore is freaky. Like half the people I've known for my whole entire life I'll never see or talk to again; that's what I call sad. I spent 4 years being friends, more than friends with someone and I don't think we'll ever talk again. What a world we live in. I know that Geo and I will always keep in touch and that there will always be ties here cause of Sara. But to think that we're all moving on past what we used to be freaks me out. It's a good thing and everything I just don't wanna grow up. 16 is a good age for me to stay at. College is too close. Life is too short. -see I put too much thought into it.
Mom and I got in a "talk" about everything around here last night. Jimmy's being a pain in the ass to both of us. Oh, life's just wonderful.
I've been thinking about this way too much; I really don't wanna get old. It's less than two months til' Robert turns 17, weird. I'm getting ready to turn 16. I remember when I was little and I used to watch all the "Junior High" kids go by at Summit and thinking wow, I can't wait to be that big. Now that I'm here it's just weird and it doesn't feel like it's been that long. Just the fact I'm not even at Summit anymore is freaky. Like half the people I've known for my whole entire life I'll never see or talk to again; that's what I call sad. I spent 4 years being friends, more than friends with someone and I don't think we'll ever talk again. What a world we live in. I know that Geo and I will always keep in touch and that there will always be ties here cause of Sara. But to think that we're all moving on past what we used to be freaks me out. It's a good thing and everything I just don't wanna grow up. 16 is a good age for me to stay at. College is too close. Life is too short. -see I put too much thought into it.