Healing is a slow and painful process

[sexytarawitch]

My dreams were filled with nightmares, I didn’t have one moment peace since I shut my eyes. I spent half the night crying into my pillow and trying to keep silent. I didn’t want to disturb Lindsey in any way, just me being here did that enough as it was

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[sexytarawitch]

When he touched my cheek my heart started to pound even harder in my chest, there was a look in his eyes that scared me but it wasn't enough to make me turn away from him.

His lips taste sweet against my own and I wasn't even sure how to react to him so I go with it, letting him take the lead and I kiss him back, dropping the items out of my hands and placing them on his arms. I could feel my body shake slightly as the kiss got deeper, I've never experienced something like this before, I wasn't sure how to react till he finally pulled away, letting us both breathe.

My breathing was hard and ragged, like I was running a marathon for days before. "Don't..." I whispered, shaking my head before pulling back and looking up at him. "S-so...so have I..." But it always felt wrong to want you like I do; there is that big age difference problem.

A woman cleared her throat and gave us both a pointed look and I pulled back from him, my cheeks flaming red and I bent down to pick up the clothes that I'd picked out that fell during the kiss. "I-I picked...I'm almost..." I felt too flustered to say anything more and I stood up, turning back and pulling those expensive pants from the rack before walking up to the counter. "I-I'm ready..." I whispered, fumbling in my bag for my money and hoping that nobody else was staring at us.

[theurbancowboy]

I smiled down at her as she told me not to apologize. Well hot damn, I guess that was the right plan of action, or at least not quite the wrong plan.

I glared at the woman who was staring at us with a scowl, I almost told her to take a picture cause it lasts longer but I didn't really think Tara would appreciate having more attention brought to us. So I kept my mouth shut and tried not to be amused by how flustered Tara was. I didn't quite get embarrassed easily but that was beyond the point.

I followed her to the counter and turned on the charm with the woman who opened the shop. She was a older and I'd seen her around the neighborhood coffee shop a few times.

Once we were finished Tara and I headed out to my truck and I put the bags in the back before opening her door for her.

"Your chariot my lady."

[sexytarawitch]

Quietly I paid for everything, not feeling too guilty over the jeans I bought because they turned out to be on sale. Another thing for me to smile about.

The first thing is Lindsey.

We were both on shaky ground here, firstly my age and second that he took me away from the place I called home without my father's permission. I didn't care about the second part, I didn't want to be there now that I've been away - abet only for a day - I know that I don't want to go back.

Picking the bags up I smiled and followed Lindsey out, closing my eyes for a moment and feeling the sun against my skin. He took the bags and held the door open for me. "Thanks..." I murmured resting my hand on his for a moment before hopping in the car.

I watched as he walked around and got in, starting the car and looking over at me as I nervously played with the hem of my shirt. "Lindsey...I'm...I'm sorry." I turned and looked at him, tucking my hair behind my ear. "About...I'm sorry about kissing you...l-letting you kiss me. I shouldn't have." He's going to want things that I'm not ready to give and even if I was he could get into trouble for such things.

Biting my lip I sighed and shrugged my shoulders. "N-nevermind...W-where do you want to go? I don't want to take up your entire day..."