Aug 31, 2010 20:40
Sorry Ame for not being able to go back with you today :( I have no time to visit my teaching internship mentor too thanks to my awesome timetable.
I wanted to go back to RJ today to just see the school and soak in that familiar atmosphere again. (*Thinks blissfully of times when I didn't have to crawl up 4 flights of stairs every day.* Why must biz school be situated on a hill -.-) Having a homeroom, having lockers. Getting to see the same familiar people around always. My current class is pretty awesome, but I guess we haven't been through enough together yet.
Sigh I'm in a total state of depression about uni :(
In RG, I thought I could die from all the PTs. In RJ, I look at the stacks of prelim papers and the ultimate goal of A's and I realise how good the RG days were. (And how I didn't make good use of the proximity to Orchard to frolick around more. HAHA kidding.) Now in uni, I think JC life is SO DAMN SLACK.
Maybe its cos I have completely no background to all the mods that I'm taking, so if I don't finish the readings/ tutorials, I'll be 100% lost in lectures and tutorials. Like, "What in the WORLD is going on?!" when people around you are effortlessly blurting out facts after facts, ideas after ideas.
So overwhelmed, so inadequate :(