makes me so happy right now...
Whenever i see it..honestly!
went out for a walk with Julz today was dead canny. I have to keep getting out the house cause if i don't i get upset. Don't think im going back to Brentwood for a long time yet. I think i need to get over stuff before i even consider going back to that bedroom haha really pathetic..but the room reminds me of him. plus its got all his stuff in it.
I keep thinking he's just going to come online and ask for me to come meet him, but it seems he has other things to do now. I miss him terribly.
Also..no plans for New year...ick krash? i dunno i might just stay in. My whole lifes been turned upside down this month nd ive got so much college work to do! probz gunna get kicked out again like last year. might take my mind off things tho if i actually do something instead of lie about the place thinking 'what if'. I know, i know....sad cunt yea?