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thursday we had a friggen away golf game at Fenway in White Plains. grrrrrr the worst i've ever felt was on that fuckin golf course. i swear i felt like crying during that whole game. I was playing with these 2 complete stranger dudes. They didn't know each other at frist either but it seemed like after the first tee, they were best friends. God, they were like walking together and talking to each other and helping each other look for their balls...and i was all alone. grrr
i hated it so much. I only saw Melli 1 time throughtout that game. I wanted to say screw this, drop my clubs, run over to her and hug her cause it felt like i wasn't ever gonna see her again.
Then finally Chan came over to where i was playing and said we hadda go. Chan carried my golf bag full of clubs back to the bus for me. the 2 dudes i was playing with..they're names were Josh & Dave. it's not that they were mean to me..its that they didn't even talk to me..lol i laugh now..now that the pain of being on that damn course and wanting to die is over...for now. They were hitting so well and i felt like i was slowing the game down. I was not hitting to my best potential. I was using irons to tee off and they were using woods. I didn't use woods b/c we didn't really practice enough with them to use em. anyways...when i was walkin off the course back to the bus to go home..i see Melli! ahh! the halleluya(i kno i can't spell) chorus began to sing. I wanted to run over to Mel and give her a hug. I was soooo glad to see her! jeez them when we were talkin about how miserable we were on teh bus, we were sayin the exact same things. Like how we wish we coulda got outta there and how happy we were to see eachother on the course and how we wished we were bowling again instead of this damn golf game. We like playing golf, its just that we hate playin the games and not being near eachother and being with complete strangers. it sux anyways... enough about that miserable day
On to yesterday...
Yesterday we didn't have golf practice or a game so Mel and i went to chill with Spence. I missed him a lot! So we went on the bus to Roosevelt and he met up with us. I brought my tennis racket and he brought his. We were supposed to chill with Tess & Joe but Joe couldn't get to Roosevelt..sux. WE chilled and played hack there for a lil but then we went to my house and chilled. I gave Spence a tour of my house and the new rooms and shit. Melli had already seen em so it wasn't anything new for her. I showed him my room and i'm like "see i told u it's dirty!" Melli's used to my messiness... neither of them care how messy i am. Then we went to the park and played tennis. I played with Spence since he and i had a racket and i asked Mel if she wanted to play but she didn't wanna. Spence kept hitting it high and it would almost go over the fence and it finally did and went where all these cars pass right next to this highway. So Spence went to get it. On this way to get his ball, Mel found one in the court. He was like "shit..i almost got killed trying to get that other ball andu find one in here!" hehe funny.
Then i wasn't looking at the ball and Spence hit and thinking i was lookin, and i turn around to where the ball was comin towards me and it hit me in the boob!
grr. Didn't really hurt that much but i made Spence feel bad for hittin me. He had been accidentaly hitting me all day..lol i evenutally forgave him. Then me and Melli went on the swings. There was a bunch of little kids and parents there which sux!
Spence was standin next to me while I was on the swing. Then Mel got off after a while and let Spence swing for a lil. Then Mel was hungry so we went home to get some money. Then we got pizza. Saw Michael's aunt on news 12 (she works on news 12) and yea. Then i drove Mel and Spence home..
chased Mel to give her a hug bye and she pushed me in the bushes and then gave Spence a hug bye and he gave me 1 too with all the stuff and his balls in his hands. It was a fun day. It's always fun wen i'm hangin out wit them 2. ok damnet...there should be something that doens't let you write so damn much. i feel sorry for u ppl who read all of my shit. I'll try to write less...
laterz