Feb 19, 2005 18:13
lately i've been very sad. Everyone loved Kaylah's voice at the auditions but no one really paid attention to me and vannie playin our hearts out on the guitar. A guy said to her the next day "If u'r band doesn't make the auditions, u could sing for _____'s band". Anyway, Vanessa and I were right there when this guy told Kaylah this and it really kinda hurt me and Vanessa when he said this but i think i took it worse than Vannie did. So anyways Kaylah asked us if it would be okay if she would sing for _____'s band. I didn't know what to say so i just said something like i want u to succeed but it would still hurt me if you joined their band so anyways long story short she told _____ she would join their band. It really hurt me and it was really kinda messed up. For u to fully understand you would have to know the kinda stuff we as a band went through to try out for the auditions and us to really become a so called "band". Anyways that's what's been going on with me. Today i went to work on houses for Habitat for Humanity. It's a community service thing i've been doing with my school for about 2 years now. So we were moving wood and shit. We didn't really do a lot of things this time cause the people didn't really have much for us to do so we went home early. It was so cold so i was freezing!