i don't know.
so i don't know about anything in life... i mean i know i want to get married and have kids and go to college...but i don't know what i want to do in life. I don't know whether to become a pianist or a psychologist. i mean i love music. everytime i get angry and start yelling i run up to my piano and just start playing with tears running down my face. it's the greatest feeling in the world to me. but then again helping someone out with their life issues is also one of the best feelings too. i just don't know.