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It's official.
I really need a job.
Once I get one I'm going to save up as much money as I can.
I NEED to leave here.
I can't take this town anymore.
I need to go somewhere a long ways away and restart my life.
I've dug myself in way too big of a hole and I'm sick of fighting it.
I put myself in these positions and who better to end it all than me.
Once I can, I'm leaving here.
I'm leaving everything that brings me down behind.
Of course I wont bail out on the people and things that keep me sane
but I do indeed need to get the hell out of here.
People can say that they understand but they dont.
The only thing I can figure out is that it's probably my fault for all my problems.
I just wish people could spend one day in my head so they can figure out what the hell is wrong with me
cuz honestly, I'm stumped.
I really need a job.
Once I get one I'm going to save up as much money as I can.
I NEED to leave here.
I can't take this town anymore.
I need to go somewhere a long ways away and restart my life.
I've dug myself in way too big of a hole and I'm sick of fighting it.
I put myself in these positions and who better to end it all than me.
Once I can, I'm leaving here.
I'm leaving everything that brings me down behind.
Of course I wont bail out on the people and things that keep me sane
but I do indeed need to get the hell out of here.
People can say that they understand but they dont.
The only thing I can figure out is that it's probably my fault for all my problems.
I just wish people could spend one day in my head so they can figure out what the hell is wrong with me
cuz honestly, I'm stumped.