but it don't matter cause I got you babe
WOW! k so now im prooobably at my longest period. I know I said that last time, I love livejournal and I still come on this site!! I just do other things but I really need to start writting again.> i love looking back in a year from now to see how things were, and Lauren reminded me of that so that;s exactly what I did tonight. And I just felt so weird.. I loved Nick back then and I thought it was perfect.. but it wasn't perfect then...now, is when its perfect.. Or maybe its just I didn't love him back then like I thought I did. Now its so different its like, we are mature love, not crazy teen love, just really mature love. Its amazing...
Its so different... when he was here he didn't appreciate me as much as he does now. Hes sweet to me, he says the things he used to say when we first started dating.. he wants to be around me, hug me, kiss me, cuddle with me, whispers in my ears.. gives me butterflies again. This is the best thing thats ever happened to us -- long distance! it makes you realize... I'm the kind of person that if I see something I gotta have it... and hes like that too.. and together it just makes this love crazy amazing... everynight on the phone we are so happy and in love and when he tells me he loves me, he reaaaly tells me he loves me.. its not just the usual bedtime goodnight, its like I know he loves me. I never doubt his love and he doesn't doubt mine... its amazing when you can trust someone so much, we have the best trust in the world and thast what I think makes long distance so amazing is when you can trust someone. cause usually thats the biggest worry is cheating and stuff, but not with us.... and when we see each other its so passionate and hes so romantic.. and when we sleep together he holds me all threw the night and kisses me in the morning, even baad breath and all. he tells me im beauitufl and wonderful and i love him so much!!! im so happy... I wasn't nearly as happy last year as I am right now!!!!!!! I love my life
and im going to school in sept!!! im so excited. doing hair is my absolute passion and I want to be good at it.. its kinda weird but I always picture people and what there hair would look like if they would let me do it and I picture how I would do it hahaha im a loser!! oh well
well all i have been doing is working, nicholas came home this weekend so I got it off but I think im getting strep because he had it so im prettttty suuuure.. im gonna get it haha oh welll.... i geuss stuff happens.
im broke and thats the worst thing in my life right now wchih isn't even that bad
haha but anyways im soo tired img onna pass out!!
love al lyou girls who haven't given up on me and still read this!!!
lOVE KRYSTIN
Its so different... when he was here he didn't appreciate me as much as he does now. Hes sweet to me, he says the things he used to say when we first started dating.. he wants to be around me, hug me, kiss me, cuddle with me, whispers in my ears.. gives me butterflies again. This is the best thing thats ever happened to us -- long distance! it makes you realize... I'm the kind of person that if I see something I gotta have it... and hes like that too.. and together it just makes this love crazy amazing... everynight on the phone we are so happy and in love and when he tells me he loves me, he reaaaly tells me he loves me.. its not just the usual bedtime goodnight, its like I know he loves me. I never doubt his love and he doesn't doubt mine... its amazing when you can trust someone so much, we have the best trust in the world and thast what I think makes long distance so amazing is when you can trust someone. cause usually thats the biggest worry is cheating and stuff, but not with us.... and when we see each other its so passionate and hes so romantic.. and when we sleep together he holds me all threw the night and kisses me in the morning, even baad breath and all. he tells me im beauitufl and wonderful and i love him so much!!! im so happy... I wasn't nearly as happy last year as I am right now!!!!!!! I love my life
and im going to school in sept!!! im so excited. doing hair is my absolute passion and I want to be good at it.. its kinda weird but I always picture people and what there hair would look like if they would let me do it and I picture how I would do it hahaha im a loser!! oh well
well all i have been doing is working, nicholas came home this weekend so I got it off but I think im getting strep because he had it so im prettttty suuuure.. im gonna get it haha oh welll.... i geuss stuff happens.
im broke and thats the worst thing in my life right now wchih isn't even that bad
haha but anyways im soo tired img onna pass out!!
love al lyou girls who haven't given up on me and still read this!!!
lOVE KRYSTIN