Dec 05, 2006 16:03
Wow I haven't written in so long. I thought I wrote sooner. Umm well todays my day off. I didn't do too much I just had a bath and went to the docs with Jnevs. IM going to be helping my mom soon moving tables and stuff. Im so obbssesed with tea. I looove it. Green tea is so good for you too. Ive been eating better at work. Like caeser salads and everything. Well I know those aren't that good for you but when thats the only thing you eat that day thats awesome. hah, im so proud of myself. I dont feel that bad lately about my weight as much. Tomorrow is pay day, my pay check is going to be sooo small, 350ish if that. Ugh that makes me sad. I think I want to ask for vacation pay but I dont think it will even be big but then I geuss jenn explained how it worked so I mean I have been working full time for 5 months so that should be a bit of money id think?? even if it was like 100/200 extra dollars that would be awesome but I don't know. I can't beelive ive been working there for almost 5 months. I geuss I did start at the beginning of summer and now its like december. This is definatly my favorite month of all time. I dont know why ima lways in such a good mood. I enver want winter to end, I LOVE IT. I don't like summer that much.. I dont know why. I think I just like winter clothes alot better. I love wearing hoodies, mittens just bundling up and dressing warm. I dont feel that comfortable in tshirts and jeans, maybe if im more tanned I might so maybe that will be athe goal I work towards me and Jnevs are going tobe going tanning alot because we both hate being white and possibly getting our gym passes and stuff. My hair is actually growing and its been really soft lately. Me and Jenn have a list of things we are going to do and one of them includes deep conditioning our hair!! hah. I want to clean my room really bad but Im so lazy but it feeels so much better to be in a clean \room. my room actually isn't even that messy. its just, not tidy!
Me and Nick have been getting along lately. I don't know why I act how I do sometimes towards him but sometimes he makes me feel sad but then sometimes he makes me feel really happy. I just always look forward to when he comes home, which is in about .. 15 days, so Im really really excited for that. Excpet he might not even stay in brandon, I have no idea when his parents are going to come and get him or anything, hopefully he stays till like the 23rd cause I booked off all those days and I have to work on Christmas Eve. I also have to get a new cell phone because my plan is up in less then a month, maybe ill get it on the 21st, cause im not spending that much money on christmas presents causwe all I have to buy is my parents, kerri and Jnevs. I was going to get Nick sometihing else but I dont mknow, maybe ill get him something like a hoodie or tshirt or like I dont even know but he doesn't deserve anything. just kidding hah, well actually it depends on the day.
I read old entrys from like may and he made me so sad back then! that was like our 5 months ish and all he did was make me sad uhh I hate evven thinking of that. but hes changed so much like grown up and since hes not hanging out with Rodman hes so sweet to me. Rodman did influence him I could tell from the start. So im 100 percent happier now that we know excactly what we want and im rpetty sure that we make each other really happy now I think.
Hmm Im not even excited for christmas....all i want is a trip to go see Nick. I wanted a digiatal camera but I think im going to ask for that for my birthday, either the trip or the digital for either my birthday or christmas, actually I kno0w I would really like a camera for ON my birthday and like new years and hopefully going to regina to see nick and his family it would be nice to have a digital camera so that I can take lots of pictures there. i love having pics of me and Nick I always hated pics of me and dallas. ewwwwwwwwwww. x's like a million. hes so gross/ugly. ugh is that mean? I dont even care.
I really want another cup of tea but I dont think I should because then ill be peeing more then I already have been ! anyways im going to go and do something .
♥ love krystin