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so i havent gone to school in almost a week, we had a snow day today so that is less i will miss. uhm i havent really been doing much since ive been sick. sleep. chicken noodle soup. dr phil and oprah. america's next top model marathon. etc. im so exciting. i know.
last night was a huge eye opener for me. i think it was the final push i needed to get over and also ask myself what the hell i was thinking. i just dont want to lose her. shes always been there for me since i can remember, when ive needed someone to talk to, to get away, for anything. if only she knew how amazing she was, there are no words. i cant wait till you realize..... what youve lost and everything you could have had. best friends are few and far between. i feel for everyone who will ever meet you and fall for you. its not something i regret. its something that ill remember. take with me and make me stronger.
on a brighter note the asl craft fair and senior tricky tray was cancelled.. thank god. i had no ambition or ... just i dont know. even though we did so much work for it i just was not in the mood to deal with people or paint things on little kids faces. errrr no.
im excited to get ryans christams present.. he made it sound amaazzing.. i have such high expectations now. im sure i wont be let down, knowing him alone is enough. i miss our sundays and our talks. <33
im tired i think im going to go take a nap. watch some movies. sick people things.
mmk <3.
last night was a huge eye opener for me. i think it was the final push i needed to get over and also ask myself what the hell i was thinking. i just dont want to lose her. shes always been there for me since i can remember, when ive needed someone to talk to, to get away, for anything. if only she knew how amazing she was, there are no words. i cant wait till you realize..... what youve lost and everything you could have had. best friends are few and far between. i feel for everyone who will ever meet you and fall for you. its not something i regret. its something that ill remember. take with me and make me stronger.
on a brighter note the asl craft fair and senior tricky tray was cancelled.. thank god. i had no ambition or ... just i dont know. even though we did so much work for it i just was not in the mood to deal with people or paint things on little kids faces. errrr no.
im excited to get ryans christams present.. he made it sound amaazzing.. i have such high expectations now. im sure i wont be let down, knowing him alone is enough. i miss our sundays and our talks. <33
im tired i think im going to go take a nap. watch some movies. sick people things.
mmk <3.