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woke up nineish. took a shower. prettyfied. picked up lexie. went and got spicy chicken sandwhiches with ranch<33. graced our precence at the varsity basketball game in pine bush. we won. yessssa. goshen and there fouls. uh oh. whats that coach, i cant hear you. speak up! then we went to the mall and walked around in search of hello kitty wrapping paper. came up empty handed. grrh. then i took miss lex back to her hizzzouse and went to work. worked four to eleven.
last night kelly got into a car accident. i cant imagine if i lost her, shes a large piece of my pie. who would take 5 minute naps before school with me, make fun of people with me, get caffiene fixes with me, fight over whos going to pay with me, complain about going to school everyday with me, leave early and come in late with me, take random road trips to random lakes with me, actually drive up to pet cemetaries and get scared by a little dog with me ? noooobody but her<3333. i love you kelly and im so happy and thankfull that your ok.
i cant believe when i called you, you said you had to go, even though i really needed to talk to you and only you. i needed you to tell me everything will be ok, i needed to hear your voice, i needed you to be there for me, for once. what would you have done if when all those nights you called me i said im sorry i have to go, or those times you called me in rehab and said sorry i cant talk, ... perhaps you wouldnt have cared but ... ive never felt so alone. you break me. < / 333.
i cant wait till sunday ry and i are going to my two favorite places in the world. <3333yessa! it will be amazing. i havent been to either in so long. i need it, especially now, and there going to be so beautiful in the winter<333 aaaah i cant wait..
last night kelly got into a car accident. i cant imagine if i lost her, shes a large piece of my pie. who would take 5 minute naps before school with me, make fun of people with me, get caffiene fixes with me, fight over whos going to pay with me, complain about going to school everyday with me, leave early and come in late with me, take random road trips to random lakes with me, actually drive up to pet cemetaries and get scared by a little dog with me ? noooobody but her<3333. i love you kelly and im so happy and thankfull that your ok.
i cant believe when i called you, you said you had to go, even though i really needed to talk to you and only you. i needed you to tell me everything will be ok, i needed to hear your voice, i needed you to be there for me, for once. what would you have done if when all those nights you called me i said im sorry i have to go, or those times you called me in rehab and said sorry i cant talk, ... perhaps you wouldnt have cared but ... ive never felt so alone. you break me. < / 333.
i cant wait till sunday ry and i are going to my two favorite places in the world. <3333yessa! it will be amazing. i havent been to either in so long. i need it, especially now, and there going to be so beautiful in the winter<333 aaaah i cant wait..