Jun 19, 2006 00:36
last night.. i still cant work out if it was good or not.
started off with abby. nic. goon. taking back sunday. trolleys. cheap cigarettes.
then, i missed the last bus back to anitas, expecting to go to enigma.
suprisesuprise, their checking ID for the first time in like, 8 months.
so, me & alecia got to spend two hours finding cab money to get back to anitas.
once we got there, we trashed the house with cigarettes, condoms & lube.
haha. we lubed up sams tummy & whipped him!
anywayyy. i then sat in one corner of the room with sam & a couple of others. sam bites.
oh yeah, & we cant forget... ALEX.
i swear i heard that about 398626 times. no joke.
anyway, at some point i mentioned that i liked a certain person to clancy.
then we slept. on concrete.
obviously she couldnt keep her mouth shut in the morning & decided to tell them i liked them...
while i was sitting about half a metre away.
wayy to make things awkward.
after i left there i went to lunch with my dad.
& he finally worked out i lost my phone.
IM DEAD.
then i caught up with sakura for the afternoon. we smoked alot of cigarettes.
now im broke.
so after telling you all that i'll let you know...
im sick of boys.
having feelings which you know arent returned hurts. alot.
im sick of boys never liking me back. they all love me as a good friend, but nothing more.
lame. it makes me cry.
lamerr.
lucy-mae.