the mind only knows what lies near the heart.
so heres the new me:
im missing how things used to be so easy
when all you had to do was show your face
&&everything would be ok.
im completely over trying to impress people
because it never gets you anywhere: EVER.
im confused at life &&its little quirks.
i want so much more but i know i cant handle it.
i wanted change &&it came and its not what
i expected it to be.
i had trust for a lot of people
up until now.
i want to be a nurse for sure
&&im trying my hardest to get that
scholarship.
ive learned:
never trust a guy 7years older then you.
be true to yourself.
have as much fun as you want
&& dont let anything hold you back.
love everyone even if they dont love you back.
i need to grow up like for real
&&get my priorities strait.
be open to other ways,people,&&thoughts.
dont ask questions, itll save you from
getting hurt.
you have to gain trust.
most of all the person you loved most
might not always be what you really
thought they were.