As Long As You Need Me;;
I've been thinking a lot lately about the people I surround myself with and I'm starting to see who really matters. Life is too short to be anything but happy, and I'm glad to say that as of lately, I've been nothing but happy lately.
First of all, my family and I are slowly starting to get along. Joe has moved out and I don't see him much anymore. I wish him and I were on better terms, but for now, this will have to do. As far as mom and dad go, they are finally starting to trust me again which means a lot. I actually spent the afternoon with my mom Saturday shopping and we didn't even fight once.
Things with him are good too. We're still on a "break" but seeing him everyday and holding him again makes me happier than ever. I don't care about what anyone else thinks, he's amazing and I wouldn't trade a minute for anything. I still stand by the fact that falling asleep next to the one you love is amazing, because they are the last thing you see before you fall asleep and they are the first thing that you see when you wake up. Who wouldn't love that?
Dance isn't exactly what I remember it being. It's not the same without Kelly there. Not to mention, here I am in the highest levels and I just feel as though I've reached some sort of plateau. I want to be challenged. I want to hit my limits. In conclusion, I guess I'll be cutting down the number of days a week I dance. In all honesty, it's not like my family can afford this many classes anyway. I refuse for my family to be spending any more of their money on the dance classes that I constantly avoid and make excuses so I don't have to show up. I love dance, but I'm just not so sure I love the Dancing Corner like I used to.
The hunt for a job is still on. After having it with 5:00 in the morning shifts at Dunkin' Donuts for only 6 dollars an hour, I called it quits. It wasn't worth it anymore. I'm hoping to find a job that has a flexible schedule with decent pay. I am in serious need of money because I have way too much that I need to buy.
Speaking of money, I really wish I had enough to get a new camera. I can't even begin to describe how much I miss not having one. It has been absolutely breathtaking outside lately and I wish I could just spend an afternoon taking pictures of the trees and of everything I've seen. Not to mention with the exciting weekends I've been having lately, I wish I had a camera to take pictures of every amazing moment. Ugh.
This weekend was good, by the way. Friday I went to a haunted house in Dunstable with Chuckie. It was a good time, even though everyone else didn't want to go. Afterwards we went to Matt Ritchie's and hung out with almost everyone in the world, all of us shoved in his bedroom. Denny's at midnight was a blast as well.
Saturday night I got Lo and I dressed up for Andrea's halloween party, only to arrive with no one else in costume. Regardless, Lo and I looked hot, and that's what matters. :-p Afterwards, I met up with Logan and we went to Todd's for a bit until she had to head home. I stayed at Todd's and was in heaven all night.
To sum it up, things have been amazing lately. I'm starting to see the beauty in flaws, and see the beauty in everything around me. I love my life right now, and for once I'm content with the way things are.