Lost in you, and I can't find myself again;;
Yesterday, I climbed this mountain with Todd. All the way to the top, and all the way back down. Has to be one of the prettiest things I've ever seen. It was so rewarding. We plan on going again sometime soon.
Afterward, we went into Peterborough and got some lunch at this really cute cafe. They had some Italian ice cream there that we now both love. We plan on going back there again soon.
I miss having a best friend. I've never been able to keep a good friend around for long. Always a few months and then we fray away from each other for reasons that we can't even begin to explain. I miss living at Nina's house last summer and spending every day with her. I miss hanging out with Taylor every weekend and walking around finding people to hang out with. I miss sleepovers with Emily and staying up all night laughing about nothing. I miss hanging out with Laura and eating food while making amazing play lists that only me and her would love. I miss going to Brad's house every morning in the summer to have breakfast and hang out with him.
I'm not going to lie, I really don't want to go back to school. I don't want to have to face all the petty bullshit that crowds the halls. I want this year to be different. I don't want to talk shit about anyone. I don't want to be on bad terms with anyone. I want to go out more and meet new people. I want to be open minded. I want to do well in school and get the grades that I know I can get. I don't want to let annoying fake little bitches get under my skin. This year will be different, and I'm going to see to it.
Edit: Yesterday when we were climbing the mountain, we were informed that a 30+ male had a heart attack about 5 minutes away from where we were headed. From what we were told, he was in bad condition. Todd and I proceeded up the mountain only to find a man laying there with 15 or so people surrounding him, trying to bring him back to life. There was nothing Todd and I could do, so after standing there for a minute or so, we kept on climbing. A helicopter was on it's way to take the man to the hospital, as I guess they had revived him a bit. Today, however, I was informed that that same man who I walked by laying there on the mountain from a heart attack, didn't survive. Rest In Peace Man