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Well, that was a complete fucking 180. I really have no idea what to even say, I dont think I have ever gotten quite that pissed off. I mean, shit, I completly broke down. I dunno about that though, when I seemed to be at the peak of my anger or whatever, I was overcome with a sense of invincability. I drove my car down the bike trail, I then skated down the big hill faster than I've skated before, I just kept pushing and going faster. It felt great, not scary even slightly like it usualy is. I got home, talked a bit and Sara thankfully inspired me to go out to MATC, so I took off like a bat outta hell, I fucking flew down rawson, on the shoulder doing 80, and I dont even know why, there was no big rush, nothing, I just had to get there. It was such a releif.