May 05, 2005 14:36
today was pretty funny in class. as most of you know my school situation, i'm in opportunities -- (one class for only 3 hours a day, i don't rotate or anything.) so yesterday i had a dentist appointment & i never went to school, so i came home to horrible news -- gus got kicked out of the program. i guess he got kicked out for saying 'wetback', and mr. belgin called the director of the program & brought up old stuff about gus & he got kicked out. gus is just about my favorite person in class, let alone also pracitcally my favorite person in the whole world. so today i came in & i asked where gus was (even though i'd already known) & mr. beglin just gave me a weird look. from that point on i was a fucking bitch. i was being a total asshole, disrupting class, swaring, yelling, just making a scene. even to the point where i got the teacher to sware at me. i'd say things like "that reminds me of GUS" & "sorry i thought you were GUS" just to be annoying. (my specialty.) mr. beglin was looking through a cabinet & i said "mr. beglin, if gus got kicked out for saying 'wetback' then why the fuck don't you kick me out for saying it the other day?" & i'd even heard about 4 people say it today. the whole right side of the class was talking & i'd say one thing & get yelled at, so i was like "i don't get why they don't get yelled at, they're sitting over there talking about sex ALL LOUD & you yell at me for telling bill to be quiet." & he just had nothing to say.
so he called my mom & told her to pick me up in the front of the school. he told me to get my stuff & he pulled me outside where he proceeded to put words in my mouth, saying that i'd called gus stupid. so i asked him when the fuck i ever said that & then he started going on about "i don't know what got into you today, you're normally a good kid, i like you, you make me laugh... blah blah blah" bullfuckingshit. then he proceeded to just straight up piss me off by telling me gus was getting no where in life, so i just walked away.
[end of story.]
ps] i'm leaving for an emergency trip to arizona tonight
my grandma's . . . winding down.
home monday i suppose?