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so tonight was weird, not in a bad way, but in a really really good way. i talked to my mom. we were taking home danny & hanna, & i just asked her if she was okay, since she'd seemed kind of sad since her & my aunt got in a fight. she told me she was fine, just sort of depressed. i noticed that she was because, well the day before easter her & my aunt had gotten in a fight because supposedly "blah blah my mom isn't a good enough mom" because my cousin is a perfect little angel clingy child. & then easter morning she didn't get up till 1:30 P.M., and when my sister & i got home from picking her flowers, she wasn't home. then she went to bed early. & tonight, she was in her room w/ the door locked & i asked her if she was okay, if she was trying to sleep, & if we were being to loud. she sounded like she was crying. and she asked "why" after every question like i was trying to get into her business. so anyways, we were taking home danny & hanna, and we were just talking. i was telling her something about danny, about drawing. about brandon, & then we pulled in the driveway & she said "sorry you have some stupid friends." ( only one she was talking about. ) & i was like "sorry for rambling on to you." & she said "...it's okay, you used to ramble to me all the time. but now you don't anymore." & i said "i know, that's why i'm talking to you because i feel like we don't even talk anymore." and it got to me, i love my mom. i even told her i loved her before bed.
anyways, ramble ramble. made me happy.
actually it made me cry.
<3
anyways, ramble ramble. made me happy.
actually it made me cry.
<3