I WANT: a eutopia.
I HAVE: an amazing family
I WISH: people weren't so fucking stupid.
I HATE: liars
I MISS: him..
I FEAR: spiders, & diseases
I HEAR: music
I SEARCH: for a state of relaxation
I WONDER: why some people do the things they do
I LOVE: no one
I AM NOT: a bad person
I DANCE: when there's music
I SING: in the shower
I CRY: when i have no other way to relieving my emotions
I AM NOT ALWAYS: doing drugs
I WRITE: only in school. i hate writing.
I NEED: books
I SHOULD: not depend on anybody but myself
x. father thinks i am: an intelligent being who will do great things in life
x. mother thinks i am: an intelligent being who needs to become a therapist and stop doing drugs and smoking
x. three things you are often complimented for: my skinnyness[i dont see it] my glasses, and my humor
x. I get embarrassed when: i fall infront of people
x. What makes me happy is: Books, finding something beautiful in a person(thank you yasmin for that), nature, drugs(i can't help it.)
x. What upsets me is: the fact that i do too much drugs lately, the fact that i smoke, the fact that i procratinate(not so much anymore but still), the fact that i have such little respect for many things, the fact that little things upset me.
x. Do you keep a diary: No, i used to but i never wrote in it
x. Do you like to cook: I took cooking class but i'd rather someone make the food for me
x. Do you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: Nope. which i find kind of sad. i need to shutup about myself a little more.
x. you bite your fingernails: I used to, never anymore.
x. you believe in love: yes, but my meaning of love is different then what others may think
WHO IS..?
The wierdest person you know: Jerett
The Loudest Person you Know: Myself
Your close friends: Yasmin
The Person that Knows the Most about you: No one
The last image/thought you go to sleep with: him.
Do You...?
take a shower everyday: I used to not, but now i take showers twice a day. i think i have a problem with feeling dirty.
have any crushes: no.
need to tell someone something: yes, but i dont know how to put it into words.. so i do drugs yay!
want to get married: I'm pretty sure i want to
have piercings/where?: 6 as of now, soon to be 7 or 8 but im not sure. 3 on left ear 2 on right 1 on nose and soon 1 on tongue and ONCE AGAIN my belly but the bottom part.
have tatoos, what/where?: Yes, 2 music notes behind each of my ears
get motion sickness: Nope
think you're a health freak: god, no
get along with your parents: yeah, actually more than the average kid.
like thunderstorms: love them. scared to death of them but as long as i have someone to be in bed with that night im good.
SIGN: Scorpio
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: Dark Brown/Black
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: Natural
EYE COLOR: black at night, hazel dark brown in the day
BIRTHPLACE: California, UCLA hospital
( FAVORITES )
COLOR: White, i dont care if it isnt a color i like it.
DAY: Friday
MONTH: November
SONG: too many to list.
FOOD: Pizza
SEASON: Fall, Winter, and Summer
SPORT: Wrestling, and Horseback riding
DRINK: water.
ALCOHOL: jack daniels is pretty good.
VEGGIE: teriyaki tofu
PERSONS: no one
( PREFERENCES )
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? Cuddle
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? god i dont know. both.
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? Milk
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? chocolate
( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... )
CRIED? no
BOUGHT SOMETHING? yess
GOTTEN SICK? no
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no but i bought some
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? yes
SAID I LOVE YOU? yes
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? no
TALKED TO AN EX? no
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? yes
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? no
MISSED SOMEONE? yes
HUGGED SOMEONE? yes
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? kinda. mom needs to shutup about smoking and bed.
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no
Name 6 bands/artists you listen to: i listen to songs not just bands anymore..
name 4 things you hate: Alot of people, Bugs, Liars, Fakers
Would You Ever...
1. Eat a bug? have on accident before, NASTY.
2. Bungee jump? yeah why not
3. Hang glide? hmm i have no idea what that is.
4. Kill someone? god yes.
7. Have sex with someone of the same sex? no. it's unattractive.
8. Parachute from a plane? mhm
9. Walk on hot coals? no.
10. Go out with someone for their looks? yes, but only if i didnt know their personality first
11. For their reputation? no
12. Be a vegetarian? yea
13. Wear plaid with stripes? why not
14. IM a stranger? sure
15. Sing karaoke? noo
17. Shoplift? done it
18. Run a red light? done it
19. Star in a porn video? if i got paid millions
20. Dye your hair blue? done it
21. Be on Survivor? no?
22. Wear makeup in public? GOD NO.
23. NOT wear makeup in public? i do it everyday
24. Cheat on a test? done it
25. Make someone cry? done it
26. Call your math teacher a motherfucker? haha, done CLOSE to it
27. Kick a baby? HELL yes.
28. Date someone more than ten years older than you? depends. probably not though.
29. Cuss out a priest? if he diserved it
30. Take a job as a janitor? no
31. Wear a tho-tho-tho-tho-thong? a what?
32. Stay up all through the night? i'm doing it right now
33. Drink straight espresso? no
34. Betray a friend? depends
35. Go for a friends sibling? what?
36. Run away? done it
37. Go out w/ someone you hardly knew? done it
38. Be on Jerry Springer? haha no
39. Have a one night stand? done it
40. Give an ex a 2nd chance? done it
41. Date a friend? done it
42. Kidnap your friends kid: no..
43. Dress as a clown in public? no
44. Dress up as any weird character? no
45. Go on a blind date? no
46. Be on the Bachelor/Bachelorette? no
47. Jump off a cliff? no
48. Pick up a hitch-hiker? no
49. Commit suicide? no.
FIN.