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ok i feel like.. i cant even explain it anymore.
usually im the one to say how i feel off tha bat..
unless i just dont wanna talk about it with certain people.
anyway, my mom makes me laugh. i swear she plays roles
better then celebrities.
she acts like she cares, like nothin ever happend,
like everythings perfect.. yet our life is non of those.
she was on the phone with her brother who she talks
to every once in a blue moon.
i heard her say something like omg how can she talk
about her sister behind her back..
and i just had this look on my face like.. waht tha hell.
i was like yeah 'like omg how can you talk behind ALL your
kids backs except mark!' i just laughed cause i think its
funny how i look like im the crazy one, making this shit
up yet everything iv ever said was true.
she tries so hard to make it seem like im the pshyco.
with some people it works, but i still find it..
amaing. completely amazing.
but i do believe everything iv ever been called by my parents.
i use to not. i use to just get upset alot.
but for the past almost 4 years.. iv gotten it stuck
like inside my head or something. and its like a religion.
its waht i believe.
but i think the funniest part is my mom is
trying to act like none of this is her fault.
but yes. i like someone. he likes me.
so its all good =]
people think we go out, but we dont.
cause we hug alot. and after school usually he 'holds' me.
like we just hug for a long amount of time or something.
so everyones like ashlleyy do you go out with him?
so im like naw and there like aw i thought u did.
so im like.. haa soon.
anyway yeaahh im guna go.
♥
usually im the one to say how i feel off tha bat..
unless i just dont wanna talk about it with certain people.
anyway, my mom makes me laugh. i swear she plays roles
better then celebrities.
she acts like she cares, like nothin ever happend,
like everythings perfect.. yet our life is non of those.
she was on the phone with her brother who she talks
to every once in a blue moon.
i heard her say something like omg how can she talk
about her sister behind her back..
and i just had this look on my face like.. waht tha hell.
i was like yeah 'like omg how can you talk behind ALL your
kids backs except mark!' i just laughed cause i think its
funny how i look like im the crazy one, making this shit
up yet everything iv ever said was true.
she tries so hard to make it seem like im the pshyco.
with some people it works, but i still find it..
amaing. completely amazing.
but i do believe everything iv ever been called by my parents.
i use to not. i use to just get upset alot.
but for the past almost 4 years.. iv gotten it stuck
like inside my head or something. and its like a religion.
its waht i believe.
but i think the funniest part is my mom is
trying to act like none of this is her fault.
but yes. i like someone. he likes me.
so its all good =]
people think we go out, but we dont.
cause we hug alot. and after school usually he 'holds' me.
like we just hug for a long amount of time or something.
so everyones like ashlleyy do you go out with him?
so im like naw and there like aw i thought u did.
so im like.. haa soon.
anyway yeaahh im guna go.
♥