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So, the past year i haven't written in here.
The past year, has been a complete blurr.
And im finally realizing that things aren't what they seem.
People always leave.
And plenty of people change.
Including me.
I'm tired of people telling me I'm a bad person.
Because nobody really knows the real me.
I don't even know who i am yet.
Words can fall short.
And no matter how hard you try,
or how much you want to,
you can't go back.
Freshman year, started out terrible.
Lost the one thing.. that i ever dreamed of.
Harrison. I Got into trouble..like any teenager does.
Just with much harsher punishment.
I had told myself i had fallen in love.
I lied to myself, for almost 5 months.
And finally, set myself free.
I'm with the most amazing person in the world now.
Myles Taylor Deming.
He's made me look at life in a different light.
I honestly love him, with everything i have.
He makes me wake up every morning with a smile on my face.
The past year, has been a complete blurr.
And im finally realizing that things aren't what they seem.
People always leave.
And plenty of people change.
Including me.
I'm tired of people telling me I'm a bad person.
Because nobody really knows the real me.
I don't even know who i am yet.
Words can fall short.
And no matter how hard you try,
or how much you want to,
you can't go back.
Freshman year, started out terrible.
Lost the one thing.. that i ever dreamed of.
Harrison. I Got into trouble..like any teenager does.
Just with much harsher punishment.
I had told myself i had fallen in love.
I lied to myself, for almost 5 months.
And finally, set myself free.
I'm with the most amazing person in the world now.
Myles Taylor Deming.
He's made me look at life in a different light.
I honestly love him, with everything i have.
He makes me wake up every morning with a smile on my face.