saturday night....
equals a big regret.
it's not like I started it.
I was deff. not an instigator...
but I so could have stopped it.
the strange thing is, is that neither of us seem to feel weird after stuff like this happens...but this was more than before, I guess...and I just hate having this nagging, unshakeable, insecure feeling of being used and taken advantage of.
it was really right, but so wrong all at the same time.
ugghhh!
it's not like I started it.
I was deff. not an instigator...
but I so could have stopped it.
the strange thing is, is that neither of us seem to feel weird after stuff like this happens...but this was more than before, I guess...and I just hate having this nagging, unshakeable, insecure feeling of being used and taken advantage of.
it was really right, but so wrong all at the same time.
ugghhh!