(no subject)

[___undisc0vered]

so heres my day:
woke up early
left for the competition
did all that good stuff.
we went and performed and we did alright, not so great.
so in prelims we were 4th place (last)
then we ate and stuff
and i met some people.
and we came back and i worked on my solo with kenny and alex for about an hour.
and i was so confident and ready
and we went and performed and all
AND I FUCKED IT UP BEYOND BELIEF.
it was HORRIBLE.
and it took everything in me not to cry.
it was so hard. and as soon as drew clicked out. i started crying
it sucked so bad. i hate that so much.
i dont even remember the rest of my performance.
and i still feel like crying but whatever
IM OVER THIS DAY! rar.
but i saw tressie and david today. and i havent seen them in like 2 years. so that made me reallly happy.
and we ate at the beacon, it was FREAKY!!!!!!!!!!
but yeah. i slept on drew and all weird in the seat on the way home. and then kyler walked over to erics car to say bye to me...i love that kid.

but im gunna go now, that was long and really annoying with too many enters.