getting by slowly.

[___true_or_lies]

its so much better now.
i dont know i feel much happier, now.

me and my mom have gotten close.
the only thing that has not changed is him.

its like he hurts me more ways than once.
And i want him to like disappear.
But then again when hes like okay fine, we'll go our separate ways.
I get all mad and i want to speak to him.
i just dont understand myself when it comes to him.
i mean its like this
i wanted him to leave me alone
but then when he gives that to me
and i get what i want,
im just not happy with it AT ALL.

he talks to some girl there, named ashley.
i honestly doubt shes his type
but its whatever.

i cant wait until im sixteen.
im going to prom this year, with
danny, one of my closet friends.
Which i think hes in love with me.
But i mean he needs a date
So i agreed. i mean nothings going to go down but yeah.

everyday that goes by its gets closer to me moving.
mayeb thats good.
maybe its not.
who knows?

well im off to write a report on Spain and Portugal.