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last night i had a lovely bowl next to some trees, and went for a walk around my neighborhood and smoked cigarettes and listened to rite of spring and everyones old dry christmas tree needles were all in the road. it was freezing but i didnt care at all because it felt so good and it was the most perfect i have felt in a long while. i like that rite of spring makes me want to cry and throw up at the same time and it will always be the most amazing piece in the world.
teaching 7th graders music is one of the most challenging and frightening things ever. god what an awful experience middle school is. im so glad its over.
i havent been able to stop crying for the past 3 days and it is making me so exhausted.
classes start in a week. that will be good for me.
i need to stop fucking up.
but mostly, i need some cheap champagne.
teaching 7th graders music is one of the most challenging and frightening things ever. god what an awful experience middle school is. im so glad its over.
i havent been able to stop crying for the past 3 days and it is making me so exhausted.
classes start in a week. that will be good for me.
i need to stop fucking up.
but mostly, i need some cheap champagne.