*sigh*

[___tragedy]

Sometimes I just feel like the world is out to get me... and yes, I know that seems a bit crazy but like its true... Lately everything just seems to be falling apart. All my friends are turning... and I'm starting to see who they really are... and some of those "friends" of mine dont even deserve to be around me anymore... or so I feel. I get so annoyed when people start shit with me and call me names over, and over, but when I say something to them they get all sorts of pissed off... I just dont get it... Are you better then me? I dont fucking think so... and Im not saying im better then any of y'all but like... seriously... if your going to say something to me you better be ready to bitched at 10x as bad. I've learned not to let people step all over me anymore... So fuck you if you dont like me, fuck you if you dont like what I stand for, and fuck you if you make fun of me to feel superior, becuase your fucking not.

I wrote a poem and thought I might put it up...


All alone

And now I feel, like you dont care.
And even more, like im not here.
I just feel so transparent, like you cant see me.
I'm just thiking of anywhere else I'd rather be...
I just feel, like I'm all alone...
I just feel, im here... but im really gone.