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It's raining.
Thundering.
And I'm not scared.
I'm crying and smiling to the sky.
But it hurts...
Have you ever felt like giving up...
Everything.
Just because you're so miserable,
And you just want it to end?
I know I'm only one out of everyone else...
Who is feeling this.
Who is striving to stay content.
But it won't happen...
I can't explain it.
I'll never be able to,
I'm sure of this.
I feel so helpless.
Feel like pushing everyone away.
Earlier experiences with this depression thing...
Has left me with nothing.
Left me with no one.
And I know what'll become of me if I depend on others.
So I'll leave it upon myself.
Just let it swallow me whole.
That's all I can do anyway.
Help or no help...
I can't accept the facts.
Won't believe it until.
Tomorrow.
I'm so scared...
Thundering.
And I'm not scared.
I'm crying and smiling to the sky.
But it hurts...
Have you ever felt like giving up...
Everything.
Just because you're so miserable,
And you just want it to end?
I know I'm only one out of everyone else...
Who is feeling this.
Who is striving to stay content.
But it won't happen...
I can't explain it.
I'll never be able to,
I'm sure of this.
I feel so helpless.
Feel like pushing everyone away.
Earlier experiences with this depression thing...
Has left me with nothing.
Left me with no one.
And I know what'll become of me if I depend on others.
So I'll leave it upon myself.
Just let it swallow me whole.
That's all I can do anyway.
Help or no help...
I can't accept the facts.
Won't believe it until.
Tomorrow.
I'm so scared...