1 week
So in exactly 7 days at this time I'll be in Tallahassee...
I can't believe I'm going through with this. It seems pretty surreal.
I'm so scared, excited, anxious, and nervous at the same time.
It finally hit me today when I started packing up some stuff in boxes that I'm leaving... I won't see my mom every day anymore, I won't see my little cousins every sunday, I won't see my grandmother every Wednesday for lunch...
I'm being a huge baby, yeah yeah yeah, everyone says the same thing. But, I don't think people realize how close my family is... Or how I've been the only child in the family pretty much my whole life until the babies were born 5 years ago...
I'm gonna miss Lina so much... I haven't been without her for seven years, what am I gonna do without her now? What am I gonna do without my mom to hold me after a fight with a boyfriend? What am I gonna do without my daddy to save me from any dumb situation I put myself in? I know this is a part of growing up but it really sucks.
I tried telling them I could grow up right here in Miami, go to UM and still be able to stay here. No Goodbyes. I've never had to say Goodbye to anyone before. I know it's only 4 months and then I'll see them again and when I think that way, the situation seems a little brighter... But it's still so hard.
I just really hope my grandmother doesn't cry. Or my dad... I hope that when I come back for vacation everything is the same as when I left... Most of all, I hope that I don't let my homesickness drive me to coming back here and transferring. Everyone that has left loves it. I think I will too.
So, miami kids, it's time to say bye. See you in 4 months. I'll miss [most of] you.
♥
Tallanasttyyyyy, here I comeee.
I can't believe I'm going through with this. It seems pretty surreal.
I'm so scared, excited, anxious, and nervous at the same time.
It finally hit me today when I started packing up some stuff in boxes that I'm leaving... I won't see my mom every day anymore, I won't see my little cousins every sunday, I won't see my grandmother every Wednesday for lunch...
I'm being a huge baby, yeah yeah yeah, everyone says the same thing. But, I don't think people realize how close my family is... Or how I've been the only child in the family pretty much my whole life until the babies were born 5 years ago...
I'm gonna miss Lina so much... I haven't been without her for seven years, what am I gonna do without her now? What am I gonna do without my mom to hold me after a fight with a boyfriend? What am I gonna do without my daddy to save me from any dumb situation I put myself in? I know this is a part of growing up but it really sucks.
I tried telling them I could grow up right here in Miami, go to UM and still be able to stay here. No Goodbyes. I've never had to say Goodbye to anyone before. I know it's only 4 months and then I'll see them again and when I think that way, the situation seems a little brighter... But it's still so hard.
I just really hope my grandmother doesn't cry. Or my dad... I hope that when I come back for vacation everything is the same as when I left... Most of all, I hope that I don't let my homesickness drive me to coming back here and transferring. Everyone that has left loves it. I think I will too.
So, miami kids, it's time to say bye. See you in 4 months. I'll miss [most of] you.
♥
Tallanasttyyyyy, here I comeee.