to: jordan
jordan:
i love you more then ive ever loved anyone. and in my heart you are truely my best friend. when i read what mallory said in your yearbook about you and her being best friends it really hurt. i may sound lame. but when i say your my best friend im serious, im not kidding. jordan, you ARE my best friend and there is no girl in this world that loves and cares for you as much as i do. and i dont know if you know that your not. cause if you rather be best friends with mallory then thats fine, but she'll never love you like i do. and she doesnt care for you like i do. you are the greatest guy that has ever walked into my life and i love you more then anything. and when you wrote in my yearbook that you think i love krazyeye more then you it made me mad because you should know by now that i love you more then any guy. you arnt just any guy to me jordan you are my best friend and you will be forever. no guy could ever take your place and i dont tell other guys that their my best friend cause you are jordan. and mallory is super cool and i know that you guys are close and that cool but cant you guys call eachother like boyfriend/girlfriend or sister/brother or mom/dad i dont know or care but just why do you have to say "BEST FRIEND" and im not lying. i cryed. it hurt to see her be your best friend, cause she's probably funnier then me and you probably laugh at her more then you laugh at me but ive been here for you for over a year and four months. back in the day people knew me and you as best friends, we couldnt be away from eachother. we were seriously the best of friends, and now its different. its now you and mallory or you and some other girl. and i wish it was just me and you again, best friends and always together. :/ i dont know i could go on forever but im probably annoying you know so ill talk to you later jordan. and i want you to know that i love you more then love itself. you are the greatest guy in the world and you always know how to put a smile of my face and i have had the best year and four months with you and i hope we stay friends forever.
you mean so much to me jordan.
dont ever forget that.
i love you so much and i just dont want to lose you.
love always,
carissa jean mckellar.
i love you more then ive ever loved anyone. and in my heart you are truely my best friend. when i read what mallory said in your yearbook about you and her being best friends it really hurt. i may sound lame. but when i say your my best friend im serious, im not kidding. jordan, you ARE my best friend and there is no girl in this world that loves and cares for you as much as i do. and i dont know if you know that your not. cause if you rather be best friends with mallory then thats fine, but she'll never love you like i do. and she doesnt care for you like i do. you are the greatest guy that has ever walked into my life and i love you more then anything. and when you wrote in my yearbook that you think i love krazyeye more then you it made me mad because you should know by now that i love you more then any guy. you arnt just any guy to me jordan you are my best friend and you will be forever. no guy could ever take your place and i dont tell other guys that their my best friend cause you are jordan. and mallory is super cool and i know that you guys are close and that cool but cant you guys call eachother like boyfriend/girlfriend or sister/brother or mom/dad i dont know or care but just why do you have to say "BEST FRIEND" and im not lying. i cryed. it hurt to see her be your best friend, cause she's probably funnier then me and you probably laugh at her more then you laugh at me but ive been here for you for over a year and four months. back in the day people knew me and you as best friends, we couldnt be away from eachother. we were seriously the best of friends, and now its different. its now you and mallory or you and some other girl. and i wish it was just me and you again, best friends and always together. :/ i dont know i could go on forever but im probably annoying you know so ill talk to you later jordan. and i want you to know that i love you more then love itself. you are the greatest guy in the world and you always know how to put a smile of my face and i have had the best year and four months with you and i hope we stay friends forever.
you mean so much to me jordan.
dont ever forget that.
i love you so much and i just dont want to lose you.
love always,
carissa jean mckellar.