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- am i scared?
- am i annoying?
- do you want to be friends?
- do you want me?
- do you miss me?
- do you ever think about me
- do you ever think about what it used to be?
- is there anyway we could go back?
- will you ever see me again normal?
- cant we just TALK?
you call the shots & im in the stands. i dont even do anything to stop it, i try to, but i cant. i dont want you to think of me bad so all i do is cheer for us, even when you are totally against it. i get all our friends to too. Yet it still doesnt work. it seems you only want want the title "friends" and thats it. "OH yea me and danie are friends, but no we never talk" that sounds good doesnt it....SIKE! im sick of this game. DAMNIT!!!!
im twisted cause one side of me is telling me to move on. on the other side wanna break down and cry
thats exactly what i feel, i dont know if i should try to move on & give up on us or if i should wait, because there is something in me that is telling me there is still a chance for us but i then i reality hits and were not even talking, you dont know the things you used to, you dont know when something major happens to me like you used to. what can i do??
last friday : PEP RALLEY! i loved it...i had so much fun and everyone said we rocked! <3
later that day we went to buger king & you text me (you have know idea how much that meant to me) then we went to mcdonalds and i saw you <3
last saturday : COMPITITION!!
- 1st - kick
- 1st - hip hop
- 2nd - pom
what know bitches? lol i was so happy!!! you have NO earthly idea
later....manhunt, flash light tag, alcohol, sneaking out, jacuzzis equals love!!! <3
...we even played 10 fingers, guess who lost? YOURS TRUELY!!! ...ahhh
last sunday : was about to tan on my roof when some of my bestest friends came over <3
we fixed our boat and the dock then went to YOUTH GROUP!
....& i saw my baby debbie, because i love her like a mother!!! mWah
last monday : outdoor activities
last tuesday : more outdoor activities
wednesday : stayed after with mr. P
thursday : WENT TO BED AT 9:15, be jealous!!
today : NOTHING! arent i exciting?
......reatreat : i dont think im going but ill talk to de's mom about going up on sun to pick de up so i can see yall <3