Mar 07, 2005 16:15
i wake up and tear drops they fall down like rain
i put on that old song we danced to and then
i head off to my job
i guess not much has changed
punch the clock
head for home
check the phone, just in case
go to bed dream of you
thats what im doing these days <3
today for the most part SUCKED!
...everyone is fighting and its way too much drama for me
& i just wanna be honest about how i feel, but i dont know how.
its so confusing and im involved way too much, why did i become friends with you?
why did you pick that day of all days, couldnt you of waited for a less dramatic moment?
and you, i love you & you made my day today, even though it sucked you made it brighten, the one problem with it...you have no idea you have this effect on me. im just another friend, like everyone else...i dont wanna be everyone else. i want to be yours & only yours its like you say you wanted me and then just dropped me on my ass & left me there to get up, i thought i knew you & that you would never do that, obviously i dont...now your just another face in the hall that happens to make my heart skip a beat everytime i walk by you, enough for me to be scared to talk to you out of fear ill say something that you will think is stupid. i know its stupid of me to feel this way but i do & i dont know what to do.