its too loud on the earth today; so lets go home and lay downnn.
not speaking out
is like fighting alone
and that is the
worst damn way to fight
i'm finally standing up for myself.
if anyone has a problem with it you should refer back to his comments.
dear daddy,
its killing me not to speak to you. but you got what you told me you wanted. as much as it hurts that that's what you wanted, i guess i can follow through. you don't really have the right to be angry with me and i'm not just going to forgive you just like every other time you've ever done me wrong. i'm not going to just let you treat me the same way you treated mommy. i won't stand for it. i deserve better than that. you know who told me that? you. you told me that i should never settle for anything less than i think i deserve. well, daddy, as of now, you are less than i deserve. i won't let you make me feel bad. i won't. its not my fault that you still don't understand that words do in fact, hurt people. you can't just say whatever you want and still expect me to be your little sugar mag daughter. i'm done playing your games. so, whenever it is that i feel ready enough to talk to you, i will. but you have to wait. you have to wait this time; not me.