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It really sucks when you find out how people truly are, I can't change anyone and it's just a bad feeling knowing it was all fake, or something.
I honestly give up. No more trying for that.
I love Randee, happy 18th birthday one last time.
I'll say this all I want and I don't give a fuck what you think, but I miss my dad so damn much. I always randomly remember he's gone since I try not to ever think about it and it hurts so much. I was vacuuming the living room and kind of had a flash back when he fell right where I was and he couldn't lift himself up. I get scared everyday now that someone is going to die that's important to me. I know it'll happen, but i'm always so scared.
THIS IS THE WORST FEELING IN THE ENTIRE WORLD.
I honestly give up. No more trying for that.
I love Randee, happy 18th birthday one last time.
I'll say this all I want and I don't give a fuck what you think, but I miss my dad so damn much. I always randomly remember he's gone since I try not to ever think about it and it hurts so much. I was vacuuming the living room and kind of had a flash back when he fell right where I was and he couldn't lift himself up. I get scared everyday now that someone is going to die that's important to me. I know it'll happen, but i'm always so scared.
THIS IS THE WORST FEELING IN THE ENTIRE WORLD.