life, liberty, and the persuit of happiness
Life is puzzling really.
I haven't updated this thing in ages, its all about Myspace now...
This time I'm so perplexed my thoughts have already filled my myspace pages and are running an over draft on livejournal...
So... I broke up with my boyfriend because I stopped believing in love and craved the independence of single life. Well, not two weeks later a good friend comes home from college for a visit and I've never thought of him as more then a friend. He's one of those great guys that you are really comfortable around and would trust with your life and would be there no matter what. Well... Morgan picked a bad time to start believing in the male species. Last night was one of those bitter sweet moments in time where you catch yourself laying in bed watching TV together at 4am singing along to Tim McGraw on the Music Choice station and your world changes for a day and you find something that you never saw before. I've never had just a friend that turned into an intimacy. It's so crazy. I'm so confused with how I feel. I just have no idea what to do and how act. Do I pretend nothing happened while he goes back to college and wait and see the next time he comes home or do I revert to the naive child and hope we have a long distance relationship? I feel so stupid assuming anything. I'm wondering if these feelings are a temporary thing and I'll wake up tomorrow perfectly normal like nothing happened. Ahhh...one day you think you know exactily what you want until life happens.
I haven't updated this thing in ages, its all about Myspace now...
This time I'm so perplexed my thoughts have already filled my myspace pages and are running an over draft on livejournal...
So... I broke up with my boyfriend because I stopped believing in love and craved the independence of single life. Well, not two weeks later a good friend comes home from college for a visit and I've never thought of him as more then a friend. He's one of those great guys that you are really comfortable around and would trust with your life and would be there no matter what. Well... Morgan picked a bad time to start believing in the male species. Last night was one of those bitter sweet moments in time where you catch yourself laying in bed watching TV together at 4am singing along to Tim McGraw on the Music Choice station and your world changes for a day and you find something that you never saw before. I've never had just a friend that turned into an intimacy. It's so crazy. I'm so confused with how I feel. I just have no idea what to do and how act. Do I pretend nothing happened while he goes back to college and wait and see the next time he comes home or do I revert to the naive child and hope we have a long distance relationship? I feel so stupid assuming anything. I'm wondering if these feelings are a temporary thing and I'll wake up tomorrow perfectly normal like nothing happened. Ahhh...one day you think you know exactily what you want until life happens.